Dutch footballer Victoria Pelova, 27, has been grappling with the loss of her mother since May, which has profoundly shifted her perspective on life. Pelova wonders why she didn't score goals while her mother was still alive to witness them from the stands. The story is described as poignant and powerful, highlighting the emotional impact of personal tragedy. She experienced a complex mix of joy and sadness following recent goals, deeply connected to her mother's absence. Pelova’s experience brings a human element to the world of professional sports, revealing the internal struggles athletes face. The "Oranje Leeuwin" (Orange Lioness) reflects on life and goals following this personal loss.