A former gang member, Steven Kilian, recounted his experiences committing bombings during his time as a criminal in a recent episode of the Dutch investigative program *Heterdaad*. Kilian described feeling continued adrenaline and tension when reflecting on his years involved in “plofkraken” – a Dutch term for using explosives to break into businesses, typically ATMs. He shared details of these crimes with journalists Martijn Haas and Eveline Bijlsma. The program *Heterdaad* focuses on crime and investigations. Kilian’s testimony provides insight into the mindset and experiences of individuals involved in serious criminal activity. The full episode, featuring Kilian’s account, is now available for listening. His confession offers a rare glimpse into the world of organized crime in the Netherlands.