Approximately 100 former Dutch police officers are seeking official recognition for the psychological impact they experienced during and after the 1970s conflict with Moluccan activists. This request follows a recent formal apology from the Dutch government to the Moluccan community for the trauma inflicted during the hostage crisis at the Indonesian consulate in Deventer. The officers, many of whom were young at the time, describe feeling abandoned and unsupported by their superiors and the state following the events. They report enduring long-term psychological distress, including PTSD and feelings of guilt, despite following orders. The officers feel overlooked in the aftermath, as attention focused primarily on the Moluccan community's suffering. They are now advocating for acknowledgment of their experiences and access to mental health support. The group hopes recognition will contribute to a more complete historical understanding of the events and begin a healing process for all involved.